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You haven’t yet opened your heart fully, to life, to each moment. 

The peaceful warrior’s way is not about invulnerability, but absolute vulnerability–to the world, to life, and to the Presence you felt. 

All along I’ve shown you by example that a warrior’s life is not about imagined perfection or victory; it is about love. 

Love is a warrior’s sword; wherever it cuts, it gives life, not death.

Dan Millman in The way of the peacful warrior